Update number 2

03.14.07 (6:24 pm)   [edit]

As I do not have as much time as I'd like, as usual, I wanted to get on quick and firstly, THANK all of you SO VERY much for the wishes and thoughts and kindness!!! I've passed along everyone's posts and they are GREATLY appreciated! Thank you all again!!!

Secondly, I need to quickly update you on what's going on...

MRI did show multiple new lesions and a Solu-Medrol TX is scheduled for 3 days next week...hopefully it will do him a little good.

Update on Cutter...

03.12.07 (6:47 pm)   [edit]

Wrote an entry, and it was eaten.

Update:

Cutter's eyesight is almost blind-gone now...very hard to see ANYTHING.

MRI tomorrow night, Neurodude to call Wednesday to tell us whether or not he will set up an Outpatient Course of Solu-Medrol...

Please send your most positives his way, if you can.

I'm REALLY not okay

03.11.07 (7:57 pm)   [edit]

And the ones that I love the dearest are NOT okay either.

There are only so many tears that can be shed.

There are only so many "I'm SO sorry"s that they can hear.

There are only so many times you can try and listen and not show them how scared you are for them.

Breaks my heart that their hearts are breaking.

That things, some people, the universe, continues to fail them.

If only...if only I had the power.

If only I had the ability.

If only things could get better...

Please, please, I send these pleas out to the universe and hope not for an echo back, but for some help, some hope...