Was it real or just a fantasy?

06.17.07 (1:25 pm)   [edit]
I met them. My Chemical Romance---minus Mikey, who was off on his honeymoon. I can't remember. I can't remember much of it. I earned a Meet and Greet...and I can't remember. What would have been one of THE GREATEST moments of my life, one that I would cherish forever...and it's not really there. I have the proof. I don't have the memories. I do remember one thing though...and it's kind of sad... I remember feeling as though they were a group of small, scared, little boys that I wanted to scoop up into my arms and hug tightly, and tell them that everything would be alright...Not to sound offensive, but that "motherly" thing takes me over sometimes and I hate that I had to see them that way... I want to remember. I WANT to remember it forever.